Addison Christmas - cursed

from Queer Madison Mixtape: Winter 2021 by Queer Madison Mixtape

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My name is Abby and my band/project is called Addison Christmas. I have bipolar disorder and it is a wild experience I can’t describe sometimes so I wrote a song about it. I recorded this on my phone and am happy to share a demo version of it. It is called “cursed.” <3

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I want your love
I need your love
It’s not enough
To love myself

VERSE I:
I don’t think that
I can help myself
Like I can help you

My mood shifts
Around so much but
Not when it’s supposed to

CHORUS

VERSE II:
I want to die and
Then I feel divine
Let me feel normal

I love me and
I hate me all at one
Repeat the cycle

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
If my loneliness will kill me then what
is the point in trying to fight it

I don’t want to be someone who
feels cursed to be in my body

Why does it feel like the whole world
really is just slowly dying

I don’t want to be someone who
feels cursed to be in my body

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from Queer Madison Mixtape: Winter 2021, released February 11, 2021

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Queer Madison Mixtape is a Compilation of Low-Effort Recordings by Local Queers in Madison, WI.

We created a space for local queers to connect and share their quarantine tunes.

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